Dreamer or Believer

Dreamer or Believer? That is the question. Personally I am both, I have my dreams and I believe they will happen, I would probably do anything to make my dream happen, because I am passionate and determined to follow my dream. but how far would you go to follow you dream.

when opportunity is knocking don’t be afraid because its hard to fail but even harder to have never tried to succeed. I have a lot of respect for people who have made their dream happen, because if you give up then you fail yourself.

“If  you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention.”

I believe in my dream, I am a dreamer, believer and someday an achiever 🙂

Dear Kaya x

It’s been two years (tomorrow) since you’ve passed and i don’t think I will ever be able to get over you, not that i want too, it’s just i’m finding it harder then anyone else to cope with your death, i just miss you so much and i wish you never left me. I looked up to you, still do, you are my role model, you and i had the same dream and i just hope i get to follow it through for the both of us. I took all the little things granted before all the things you done for me and i wish i had the chance to thank you fo them but it’s too late.

I remember when I use to copy your voice, I loved it so much and now its just a small memory in the back of my head. I went on youtube the other day  just to hear your voice and i found a video of you and my brother, i watched it over and over again. I wish i could find a video of us two, there must be one somewhere :), the one with you sitting on my step at my mums birthday has mysteriously gone missing 😦 maybe i should ask my mum where it is.

I want to thankyou for being my comfirmation sponser, i remember i was having a hard time thinking of someone to be my sponser and as soon as my mum sugested you i was bouncing off the walls so excited to see you and for you to be there on a big  event of my life, unlike my 18th birthday this year, i can imangine you now “Oh sherice, I can’t belive your 18, your so grown up and beautiful” and all i would do is blush 🙂 You alway did know how to make me smile, when i was left out at a party you would drag me to the middle of the dancefloor.

I know you always cared for me aswell because, you held that sickle cell charity ball for me, i don’t think anyone else would of done that for me so thankyou.

there is so much more i want to say but i am going to end with a poem  i wrote for you a couple weeks after you died.

A week in hospital and then you passed                                                                                                                                                            The snap of my believe band                                                                                                                                                                                  The snap of my heart                                                                                                                                                                                                    That’s when my misery began                                                                                                                                                                                     I began crying denying that you’re gone

My mum took me and our cousin to school that day                                                                                                                                        I was trying to hold on keeping a straight face                                                                                                                                                  But inside I was crying, denying that you’re gone

I reached to school                                                                                                                                                                                                            Went to the reception hall                                                                                                                                                                                            I gave the receptionist a note                                                                                                                                                                                And with a sympathetic look                                                                                                                                                                                        I started crying, denying that you’re gone

She tells me to wait in the sick bay                                                                                                                                                                       For the rest of the day                                                                                                                                                                                                I’m crying, denying that you’re gone

A girl from my class                                                                                                                                                                                                         Ask                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     “What’s her name?”                                                                                                                                                                                                  “How old is she?”                                                                                                                                                                                                                I show her a picture of you                                                                                                                                                                                     She says you’re pretty                                                                                                                                                                                           Whilst I’m crying, denying that your gone

The pips go for lunch                                                                                                                                                                                                And I’m in a rush                                                                                                                                                                                                           To get out of there                                                                                                                                                                                               Everybody stop to stare                                                                                                                                                                                         Because I’m crying, denying that your gone       

I see my best friend                                                                                                                                                                                                     She then understands                                                                                                                                                                                               Why I’m crying, denying that your gone

I’m then surrounded in a crowed                                                                                                                                                                  Getting passed around                                                                                                                                                                                               Without a sound                                                                                                                                                                                                           Hug to hug to hug                                                                                                                                                                                                             And I’m crying, denying that you’re gone

I’m in a bad way                                                                                                                                                                                                    Because of this day                                                                                                                                                                                                        Of you my role model cousins death                                                                                                                                                               February 27th                                                                                                                                                                                                            And I’m crying, denying that you’re gone                                                                                                                                                           23 years young.

I miss you Kaya

I Love you, From Sherice


Review for Finding Nemo

Finding Nemo was released in the UK on the 10th of October 2003. This film is an animated, family film about a young clownfish Nemo who gets taken away by a deep sea diver. Marlin, Nemo’s father searches everywhere finding clues sending him to Sydney for his son, meeting new friends along the way, Dory the fish, Crush and Squirt the turtles, Bruce the shark whilst Nemo is stuck in a fish tank in Sydney, Australia in a dentist room because he is going to be given to the dentist niece Darla for her birthday present. Nemo also meets new people in the fish tank and they help him plot plans for all of them to escape from the fish tank. Gill, Bloat, Deb/Flo, Gurgle and Bubbles are fish, Peach the starfish, Jacques the shrimp and Nigel the seagull all try to help Nemo get out the fish tank. When Marlin reaches to Sydney, Nigel the seagull takes him to Nemo but when he sees his son lying belly up he assume Nemo is dead and he doesn’t no is that it is one of Nemo’s schemes to get out of the fish tank and back into the sea, Marlin is distraught and Nigel puts him back into the ocean but then Nemo gets flushed down the sink and Nemo and His father Marlin are reunited with each other. This film is very funny and it gives people a sense of adventure because it shows all the adventures Marlin and Dory have on the way to find Nemo, I really enjoyed the film and would defiantly recommend it to anyone.


Review for titanic

Titanic was released in 1997, it is a romantic/drama film about the ship Titanic that sank in 1912 but it is not actually a true story about what happened that day. Researchers are looking for the heart of the sea necklace and the get Rose to come in and to tell the story. There are two main characters in titanic, Jack Dawson who is played by Leonardo DiCaprio and Rose Dewitt Bukater who is played by Kate Winslet. Jack is a poor guy originally from America but he has travelled around the world trying to sell his art but has been unsuccessful so when he wins Titanic tickets in a poker game he is excited to be going back to America.  Rose on the other hand is a Rich posh girl whose parents are divorced and her father took all the money and now they are poor, the only way they can get their money back is if she marries Caledon Hockley also know as Cal played by Billy Zane, but Rose does not love Cal she is only marrying him to please her mother. Rose is unhappy she run out on the deck and tries to jump overboard , but Jack see her before and stops her, by thanking Jack, Cal invites him to dinner, at dinner Jack impresses everyone but Roses mother and fiancé Cal because they are both threatened that Rose will go off with Jack, which she does. Cal is so jealous of Jack that he frames Jack for stealing the necklace that Cal gave to Rose near to the beginning of the film. Jack gets arrested and is sent to the bottom of the ship until the reaches to America, but before that the boat hits an iceberg but they thought it was fixed and later on realised it is not fixed and realises the boat is sinking all the women and children are made to get on the boats as there are not enough for everyone rose and her mother get on one but rose jumps off to find Jack. She get Jack and Jack makes her get on another boat but yet again to jumps off so she can stay with  Jack again Cal get jealous and tries to kill them, by then the water has almost reached the top floor of the ship by time they get to were the boats are, they are all gone. The boat sinks whilst there on it and jack saves Roses life and Jack dies a boat comes and rose is saved. At the end we find out Rose had the Heat of the sea necklace all along, she chucks it in the sea. I found this movie very interesting and I enjoyed watching it.


Twilight the book

Twilight is about a 17 year old girl (Bella) who moves from sunny phoenix to rainy Forks with her fathers. She meets this boy (Edward) and falls in love with him and he falls in with her. Later we discover that he is a vampire. The vampire is different to any other kind of vampire he is a vegetarian which means he does not eat human blood he eats animals blood as well as his vampire adoptive family Carlisle Cullen the father, Esme Hale the mother Alice Cullen who has a partner Jasper Hale, Emmet Cullen whose partner is Rosalie Hale . So there relationship develops and everything great but Bella gets herself in a lot of trouble she is accident prone, Edwards has to keep saving her, from cars people and blood sucking vampires, at the end he tries to break up with her but they love each other too much so they go to prom together and she asks him to bite her so she could become a vampire so he presses his lips to her throat and kisses her there and says inst my love enough. This book is the first one of four books, I find the book fascinating, un-put-down-able and the story is a romantic kind of dark fairytale. I would recommend this book to anyone who likes fantasy novels and romantic novels. 


Believe In the Dream

I have had the same dream since I was seven years old, but never had to courage to follow it, I’ve always wanted to be an actress. I have just sent in an application for my first audition and it’s funny how things work out because just as I was sending my application my mum saw who I was sending it to and she said “I know him, I used to teach him”, I was questioning her, A LOT.

Ever since I first heard of this audition, I kind of knew I should go for it, every little instinct in my body was telling me to go for it, and now this, it is awesome, well I really hope I get the audition at least because I do need my practise and if I get a part it will be awesome.

So wish me luck. 😀

Sherice x

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

With college we went to see “The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnasassus”, I didn’t really understand that well, but it did have its moments,it was hilarious. From what I had understood of the film was that, this travelling theatre show travelled around to find people and show them there dreams. Doctor Parnasassus, had a daughter, he made a bet with the devil trading his immortality for youth so he could be with this young women he loved, on condition that when his first-born reached its 16th birthday he or she would become the property of  the devil. when his daughter nears to the age of 16 he makes another bet with the devil that he could collect five souls before he could.


I’m Sherice.